While sitting enjoying the sea breeze, I saw a cat, head on paws, quietly staring at the filthy bin. Curious, I came closer, it ignored my presence. Not a fan of cats, i thought if I stared at it long enough, it'd go away. Hah, to much failure. So I resigned. It stood there, still for around half hour or so. I got bored so I began to wander in my own private world. But, like a ninja, it shocked me with its mighty move! I saw it pranced across the floor, towards the bin. I jumped. But what shocked me harder was when I saw a mouse's tail hanging out of its mouth, bouncing to the silent victory beat. Average? Neh, I don't see mice getting eaten everyday. I have no idea why though I felt guilty for not chasing the cat away so that the unfortunate mouse could see another sunrise. But the wise one told me that I should not disrupt the food chain. Ahh, population control. A better world indeed with lesser filthy rubbish eating mice. So I bow to you, oh hungry ninja, you win.

Sometimes when I'm caught up in my most childish thoughts, I wish that the things I don't think about will eventually go away. But, reality works the opposite way- them things will haunt you till you feel like pulling up your covers so that you stay under there forever.

My sc2101 textbook just became interesting because Adler&Clark decided to use a population of unicorns as an example! & so, I found a date for Tristarra, my favourite pet unicorn! Quiggers! Yuppyupp, that should do it. & this is why I read MLIA. Makes me feel...average. :D

Should feel blessed if you're in love with someone who reminds you of things that are important in life, who helps you organize your thoughts, clean up your acts, makes you believe in yourself and most crucial of all, helps you accept and love yourself. All you got to do now is focus on the present, fana. Keyword: FOCUS. Anyway. Hiatus on fb, contact me via e-mail/text/call. Looking forward to after 4th Dec. 

Hiatus on life, please? 

Today is one of those days where I feel like detaching myself from the rest of world. To the extend of deleting my fb account. Maybe the boy is right-- you don't have to know so much things in order to survive. I mean, not like you owe your life to fb, maybe only to them fb addicts. My point is, you just know too much from fb from the live feeds, from chancing upon profiles, from wall-to-wall, from.. everything fb-related. Life has been miserable, especially so when you had to choose between paying for something exciting which you've always wanted and paying for salvation. Of course, I paid for latter and said goodbye to the other thus leading to the current phase of 'everything reminds me of the former'. Tmr will be the monday of hell-week. I'm definitely screaming for the last week to come quick. I think i'm addicted to ginger beer; oh wind, you exit me like the enemy. 

Just as I mentioned, I'm intrigued by the idea of coincidence to the extend that I'm amused by it i.e laugh uncontrollably for a good 5mins. Today while at Island Creamery to get my daily intake of pure joy, Asyrul asked me when was the last time I was there. I told him 'Jason Mraz concert' (which of course wasn't the right ans but for the sake of this entry, this is not an imp fact). He then proceeded to sing 'Lucky' which was totally adorable btw. Right when he stopped and we started to move off from that convo, the song started to play from the shop's stereos. Hell yes, I got super excited. HAHA, cheap thrill :D

 

I miss Dani ): I think the whole household does. My dad hasn't been in the best of moods lately. My mum keeps talking about him, ending up missing him more. No more waking up to his screams and scratches. No more of him climbing up to my bed to grab his favourite toy- my bags. No more waiting for him to crawl to me after a lethargic day. No more laughters, no more gurgles. No more, no more. I thought I could watch him take his first step. I guess I won't. I really really miss him. The silence in this house kills. To Dani's parents: I pity your son because he has stupid fools as parents.